Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Emotional High

You know how you meet someone and you get that funny feeling inside... It starts as an interest Then goes to a small crush Then you think oh this is someone I could like and your crush grows Next Your feelings develope into a huge Liking Then you wonder will I marry him (lol) Everytime you are around him you feel like your giddy and High All before he ever notices you! Well I like someone and its been a great while since my heart has said I genuinely like this person! It seems very new since I Haven't felt that way in such a long time. I am more consious of the silly little girl things that woman do when they like a man but treat them like a boy. For crying out loud I'm 26 not 18! I pray more about it in a way that is healthy and mature. I need to work on being humble about it! Its funny because I act like i've never liked a boy before inside my brain.... I keep saying "calm down Janette" or "Stop doing that" its quite hilarious when you talk to yourself like that in your mind! Anyways pray for me!

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Changes

Recently I put a status message on face book that said "needs to make some serious changes in life"


So here goes the list or hopes that I have ... for the next three months

NO Fast FOOD

Eating out 1 time every 3 weeks or so

NO farmville or games that I obsess over LOL it was so addicting and I enjoyed it but played it WAY WAY WAY too much!

Redbox and Netflix are a waste of my money when the Library is free and carries many DVD's or I can barrow movies from friends!

EXERCISE I really want to exercise and have more energy I need to get back to it! At least 3 times a week.

Fruits and Veggies I eat lots of fruit but not many veggies and I need to up that part of my life problem is I have a hard time eating them lol

VITAMINS I am really good at taking my gummy vitamins but recently decided to take Arbonnes wellness pills 6 in the mornign and 6 at night AHHHHHHHHHHH!
I've been keeping up once a day but barely make it to two once a week (it comes in am and pm packets of 6 pills each)

JOB so the end of August ends my 3 years and by then 4.5 month stint as Dillon and Brodie's Nanny, so the possibilities of the future are endless and I must seek the Lord on what my next step in the walk of life is!

Correcting my weirdo menstral cycle... I have Herb Drops that support the healthy function of the female reproductive system(thats what it says on the bottle haha) and am committed to for 3 months take them the 10th-17th of each month(since i started the 10th this month) opefully it will help me have a regular cycle and i know its worked in the past but I have been random in my taking of it!

Living situation... I would love some Christian Female roomates but all I find is married couples or single Men UGH lol

Saving Money: My goal is to save 60 a month for next three months! 180.00 but June 15th

I may post a changes part two since I didn't bring my actual list with me from Home!

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

In the Silence

In the Silence is a song by Jason Upton that has spoken to my soul on many different occasions.

You can listen to it on Youtube
www.youtube.com/watch?v=EAqKj92toFo4

Tired of telling you, you have me
When I know you really don't
Tired of tell you I'll follow
When I know I really wont
Cause I'd rather Stand here speechless
With no great words to say
If my silence is mroe truthful
And my ears can hear how to walk in your ways

In the Silence
You are speaking
In the quiet I can feel the Fire
And its burning, Burning deeply
Buring all it is that you desire to be silent, in me


Oh Jesus can you hear?
My soul is screaming out
And my Broken will cries teach me
What your kingdoms all about
Unite my heart to fear you
To fear your Holy Name
And create a life of Worship
In the spirit and truth of your loving ways

In the silence.........

Yep I love Yellow!

I changed my Blog so that it represents me!
Things about Yellow or why I like Yellow...


Yellow
Oh Yellow, How I love thee!
My favorite Blanket at a wee child is yellow.
My room has yellow accents throughout it!
My Bathroom Shower Curtain has little Yellow Flowers
Yellow is such a Happy color.
It never disapoints and doesn't have a dark side.
Yellow is Beautiful!
The Suns light is Yellow
Yellow is Naturally Cheerful
Many flowers are Yellow
I Just Love Yellow!!!